happy christmas

christmas eve was nice.
my cousin paul came over and i hardly ever see him!
his lucky ass is going to paris...france! so fucking lucky
got to get drunk with the parents
will i am came over and we played some cards and video games
nick stopped by to say hello!
it was a good night, i couldn't sleep though
i sat there for what felt like hours, trying to stop thinking
it doesnt work.
lame!
edisons house today, that should be nice
i told my uncle i'd bring the beer but looks like my mom just might have to
pay day tomorrow!

i got some nice gifts ^_^
theres a rumor going around that there is another christmas for me in february! hahaha sweet.



oregon is where i am going soon! look at how beautiful!!

a new year

is almost here!
i guess this is where i talk about my 2008...
it was splendid..not! ok just kiddin' but it was kind of
i learned a lot and got to meet some of the greatest people
i lost a lot due to that though, but it's so worth it now
i also realized that no matter what anyone tells you, you have your OWN opinions and your OWN matters (if that makes any sense, it does to me!)
so with that said i am all ready for what 2009 will throw at me...i hope =_=
i just really really really hope i do what i have to do
HAVE to.

anyways, im not working until next week because i requested this weekend off due to me thinking i was going to go to vegas but now am not. buuuust. it's all good i'll find something to occupy my time.

happy christmas eve
let's smoke a bleeeezy and get some drinks!

since my family agreed to not purchase a christmas tree this year..




dear santa,
get me out of here.

lost and nowhere to be found

low end theory was everything i had hoped for.
flying lotus was very good, so was the long lost, it was amazing.
drank some drinks, smoked some blunts, bummed some cigs
work is going good, i don't work that often though which sucks but i get to chill still
the lakers make me sad but they're still the best
these days seem way harder than before, i don't know what to do about it
keep going
birthday night time? maybe. happy birthday bear!

i had lost my mind

21-3 hell yeah lakers ^_^
the day the earth stood still
some hot coffee...some edamame...some cigs
yummy ha
work went well..i got to work with misty for the first time!
we are a good team
got off...smoked that herb and got the super smash bros going
ate that del taco...im off to catch some z's now, i gotta get up for work
low end theory is tomorrow...oh what to wear what to wear...uggggggggh -__-


what would you do if you saw this?




my mind
it wanders every FUCKING night
stop it! it's not good wandering either

makin' that happen

work work work, i'm off today!
rain rain go away, i really don't like the rain much =/
wonder why...
the day the earth stood still...i have yet to see it but i will!
milk looks good too
im still sick and it sucks!
i had some really good chicken noodle soup yesterday along with a great pitcher of hef.
haha it was so early too
good stuff
flying lotus is wednesday! yayayay finally the day comes
well..im off into this day...we'll see where this rain takes me...lets blaze




some vitamin c is what i need
give it to meeeeeeeee

everybody loves the sunshine

got my check...it wasn't much but it helped me out last night!
chilled for a bit
ricky brought me some tea ^_^
bear picked me up...we went to kevin's house (A HOUSE ON THOROUGHBRED!!!)
smoked some green..some cigs..drank some beer...walked around
very good night...ended it at firefighter brad's
got some del taco and kicked it with two sluts ahh
today is looking good, hopefully long beach happens!! woo


this is what i got to see all night...

i think it's time

gettin' paid today!
make me better...
i couldn't sleep last night due to the fact that my fuckin' mind wouldn't stop running.
it's annoying and i wish i could do something about it, but i know i won't
i am not that open



nothing like this

nothing else like this

lakers won...good good job
low end theory was a bust..didn't end up going
ran some errands with misty and will i am
smoked the herb
chilled with bear and nico...got buzzed and faded
visited firefighter brad!! watched some movies
came home to go back out..
d & d & d & d...ahhh!
i tried getting it, but it didn't work.
i don't want to be sick anymore :(



yay for work....not!

the good times

yesterday yesterday yesterday
watched my team suck
smoked a blizzunt with will i am jersh mitty and wills friend
went grocery shopping with the sisters
got some cigs and beer..went to firefighter brads house
card games and weeeeed...good stuff





tonight is low end theory...tight
someone i want to see there will be there
which means i better be there too
^_^

the lotus is fly

monday nights are always calm...this one was weird!
schmoking with will i am and mitty
eating chipotle with deevo
going on a hunt for misty...she was where she was supposed to be >.<
deevo's dead battery...wal mart...bringing his car back to life
dosed up on some medicine and fell asleep ^_^
no work, tonight will be good.





what's your mind set?

secondhand sureshots

one of the best documentaries...very funny and very real
l.a. was off the hook yo! ha, free drinks, getting smoked out, got a dope screen print..ras g and nobody...some in n out, some conversation, and then some sleeeeeep!
bad dreams always suck, but i love to dream
i wish i could just tell him, but i know i don't need that anymore
blahblahblah

check it




woke up this morning to.....

natural outlines

last night/this morning was very very nice...
kicked it with will i am and mitty
went on an adventure with deevo
weeed, music, cigarettes, MIX bowl, funny conversations about psychics
and to end the night AND my morning...some d & d...sweet

it's friday ^_^ no work today
laker game...good stuff
tonight shall be interesting!





let's stop judging ourselves and begin our beginning

when everything comes apart

i'm losing it! but i'm finding it slowly?
sunday better happen, secondhand sureshots (it's going to be amazing)
laker games, will i am, weed, christmas lights, basketball
ahhh what days these are
work is good, i actually don't mind it, misty is going to work with me too! woo hoo
ricky is the best for letting me borrow his goooood ass records




black moth super rainbow...freakin' awesome



...and the sun will rise

...and the days go by

lots of green lots of brew
ras g last night was mind blowing
smoking two blunts with him was even better
i realized something and it made me so happy







i am so happy and relieved that you aren't a part of my life anymore