love love love

it's everywhere, you just gotta stop and you'll feel it.

i'm so fucking sick! i want it to go away. it won't stop me though

well at least i hope not. i need to know why i'm always so

confused with everything in life. there are things i'm absolutely

sure about and there are things i'm so unsure of.

i got offered to move out of california in the spring...

"wherever the wind takes us" i doubt i'd go, i love california too much.

i love the mountains and i'm determined to go very soon.

but this area SUCKS! i want to go up north or i want to

live in upland again. i LOVED living by the mountains.



it's art it's art it's art it's art




















it's all about love.

the more you leave...

the less you lose.

Today is tougher than yesterday, I'm not sure if I can get through this.
I know I have to though, it's just hard when nobody really knows and
no one can do anything to help the situation...because again..they don't know.
THANK you so much for creating such beautiful sounds. (boards of canada)
I feel like laying under a tree and smoking a cigarette OH and listening
to what I am listening to right now. ^_^



scared.

i'm not that strong anymore

I found out something today someone shouldn't ever have to.
I felt so horrible about myself and I didn't know how to deal with it.
So I smoked weed, and I came to the conclusion that my life doesn't have to end
because of this...I just have to take care of it before shit blows out of the water.
I am taking care of it. Right now. My life has been so fucking crazy lately. It's wonderful
having people in your life who care for you (as you).

I'm done, and I have no picture because I can't think of anything I'd want to see right now