it is what it is

not for me. AT ALL.
im so sad that this is the beginning of how it starts.
why did you have to fuck it up?
maybe you didn't mean to but you sure as hell did.
all day it has been messing with me.
what to do? sit there some more. yup.
cause you have to.

i'm torn to pieces. i tried to do right, i really did.
that smacked me right in the fucking face.
damn it's too bad you can't mapquest your life.

it fucks with your honor
and it teases your head




d-fresh suckers.


now here you go again
you say you want your freedom
well who am i to keep you down
it's only right that you should
play the way you feel it
but listen carefully to the sound
of your loneliness

a fucking good song.

hands down

fuck. i get into the dumbest shit.
i'm so fucking tired of certain people
not liking other people. come on now
we're older now not in middle school!
god, im done. i try too hard to keep you
around cause i love hanging out but
it's too hard. i give up.


my nights used to be so fucking random and FUN.

like this....



fuck all ya'll haterzzz.

no one notices

if i stay or go.
these days get crazier everyday. one second
im thinking i am doing the right thing then the
next second i choose to do the wrong thing.
or is right wrong and wrong right?
i try to please everyone but in the end
someone always gets BUTT hurt.
im in a bit of a mess and i dont know
how to clean this shit up.




holy shit! look at me in high school. fuuuck that place. ;)


would it even be missed?

shit is shit

but everything happens for a reason, right?
right. i realized something today and it was very
relieving. i don't need anyone around like you.
i need people who are loving and caring.
i'm so glad i have you in my life now.
it's more than easy to get over something or someone
you just gotta work so hard towards it.
it's what i've done and i'm over it.
i love what i have now and nothing
will change it...nothing or no one.



nothing was more perfect than being here with you
my favorite place and my favorite person.
love is love is love is love!!!!
i keep telling you, it's what it's all about.
i love you...and you..and you.


p.s.

i never loved you.

(bastard!)

some people

are just fucking easy to read.
don't try to hide something
when you make it so obvious that you are
hiding something.
am i really a push over? cause i thought i was a bitch.


wrong.

i can't even post pictures!!!!!!! >.<


well guess what...