lame pants

something isn't right. why do some people go out of their way to get hurt? i'm one of those people. i try so hard to find things that will hurt me. i don't do it on purpose. well at least i don't think i do. but i find things, and they hurt me more than anything. i'm such a fucking baby. someone be there...please?


there's this list...it makes me question myself more than anything else. yeah, i have a list. the only difference between our lists is you're right on top and well..you know, i'm not.

fuck me.

excuses

...and i made an excuse, and you found another way to tell the truth. i put no one else above us. we'll still be best friends when all turns to dust...

you're my best friend.
i'm glad you're here.


sometimes things just get in the way, but you don't.
i wish i didn't feel like i do.