i'm so sure

i'm just as confused as i used to be.
nobody knows.

keep my mind at ease

crazy.

I fear that I am something I shouldn't be. I'm not the type of person who wants this at all. I love myself but I can't allow myself to create myself. We'll see where this goes...

up late at night all alone
can't you see that I'm trying?
trying so hard to hold on
to the things I know
but in the evening I will have to go
what I most want is bad for me I know

-cults