when enough is enough

i've had it..i've always known what i wanted and have always gotten it for a long time...but this time when i really want it back..i know i cant have it. it's long gone.
fuck fuck fuck i want to be done being sick and sore.
im tired and cant ever sleep so i miss half my day to sleeping in.
i need a new job and a new set of ideas.
night time mistakes..are what i'm good at! fuck
this was the ONLY good part though..



save me from myself