i don't know how to tell you how i really feel about us right now.
fuck right now. i love/hate right now. my eyes are so watery
but nothing comes out. i wish things were so different for
everyone around me. everyone seems to have so much to
complain about. what about me? no one knows anything.
no one cares anyway...so i guess i shouldn't either.
but i do. i'm the listener, not them.
i really really really wish i could just tell you something that has been
bothering me...for quite some time now.
it's hurts my feelings, it makes me feel uncomfortable.
i can't let this happen again to me...you can't do this again to me.
please. you've already taken something away from me, just don't
do it again.
and i'm the bad person? i couldn't possibly be.
thank you for taking me back to where i wanted to be.

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